Glamorous and geeky

  What a freaking day it has been. What i though was a simple dr visit for my uti and possible kidney infection turned out to be a day spent in the emergency room for me. Just fantastic. I will link to my outfit at the bottom of this post and possibly before the rest of the post. Tirgger warning, talking blood, kidneys, hospital stuff and reflux. JavaScript is currently disabled in this browser. Reactivate it to view this content. I started to show symptoms last Thursday. Uti have pretty distinctive symptoms. Constant urge to go tothe bathroom, pain when you do go , pain in the groin and fatigue. For my normal uti Imshould be able to bounce back on my own. With some azo and stuff, i figured i was ok. But then, by Saturday it was way worse. Like 100 times worse. Then Sunday I was like, "i am going to the doctor.......tomorrow." Then I went to the doctor and well, my kidneys were worse feeling. I got a shot of antibiotics then sent to the ER. I got there and they needed a s...

 I’m sitting here trying to think about what to freaking write, and while I wanted to share more history stuffs, I think I need to share this instead. On instagram yesterday, to be exact, I was browsing around and came across another influencer reels. She was showing her outfits in 2019 and parts of 2020 I believe and then she mention how she wore what she thought peo0e wanted her to wear. And I guess what people would be so judgmental on. Then bam a glow up and she was wearing sequins and bright outfits. And gorgeous outfits. She was glowing in the outfits she really wanted to wear. And showed what she wanted to dress like when she stopped caring what others thought. And then another was a 50 year old lady who was told to stop dressing like a teen. To which she was like yeah nah.  And I am just...here for it.  Honestly, I was starting to dress how other people were wearing and thinking how a  mom, not woman, people tend to forget that whole there is another aspect t...

  A few weeks ago, something happened at my OBGYN appointment. Something that I just still can not believe happened so bad. Again.  And I know that was a shit lead up. I know.  So , let me go on with it.  I was getting a colposcopy for some precancerous cells and biopsy. And things were fine during, yeah it hurt, I was still at the end of my monthly visitor “aunt Irma” and so the biopsy hurt more this time than last. Still I was fine. I felt ok.  And so when the nurse and I were talking and she was telling me about the Paraguard and that she was going to give me a pamphlet on it.  Side note: with all the antibiotics I keep going on I decided on an iud. My kidneys want to be silly and I am going on antibiotics AGAIN. Ugh.  Anyways she tells me I can get dressed and meet her at the desk for a follow up and pamphlets. Ok I tell her and then I go to get dressed. Mind you I was standing the whole time she and I were talking. And I felt woozy but not out of ...