7 days and insurance changes. Fa la la .

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So  7 days. I have to wear a heart monitor or event monitor for 7 days. Fun times.  My cardiologist wants me to wear one  for 7 days, which doesn’t seem too bad for most. But, before in the past  the monitor was big and bulky. They had many sensors and wires . But, this new one it is small. It is one sensor and sits in the middle of your chest. Pretty nice I think.  So after 7 days  I mail it back and then wait until my follow up for the ever unchanging “ it looks normal” the event monitors are always normal. Always does that, without fail. Tilt table is usually the best way to see how bad my condition is. Heart monitor not so much. Which makes me feel crazy. And if that is not enough, we are also switching insurance. So I now have to find a new therapist. I will tackle that once I get the new cards and stuff. Because I don’t know if I need new referrals for it.it I really like my therapist but this happens and whether it was this insurance or disability insurance I would have to switch anyways. It sucks but happens.I hate change sometimes, it takes a lot of energy to  deal with it. And this year made me realize how much I struggle. My 7 year old is the same way. 

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